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- This wasn't written from a "100% this is how I feel", but that fear is something that exists, of course, in your head, when you let the trauma part of your brain take the command seat. That of course exists, and your brain is constantly telling you, "no, you don't deserve this" or "no, this won't happen" or "yes, this person is too good to be true" or "yeah"...you will be frozen in this period of recovery for the rest of your life. There are moments when that traumatic PTSD part of your brain takes the command seat and tells you those things, so I think this was written from that place, and not from a real "I'm in my right mind and I know that I deserve love" place. It was just from the fear place. (en)
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